jiliandee

I finally have tee's and what not up to buy agian! sooo check it out

http://www.zazzle.com/jiliandee

Check it out i swear it's worth it. You can buy buttons, totes, hoodies, tees with this on it:

the black X is only there for copyright purposes, however won't so up
on the shirts

Graduating in 08'???
Check out my twist on the graduation shirt
It will now be a shirt you want to wear! Promise

One i cant even believe im taking time out of my life to actually post this but.
I have a bone to pick with this 'scene  queen'  movement.
To be quite frank I dont believe in it

Correct me if im wrong but they look like a bunch of social climbers to me
(for those of you whom don't know what social climbers are, they are people
who meet people only to use them to gain their own personal fame or beneifit)

I'm not saying that pink hair is ugly or that this girls (including Jeffree) are ugly
by looks definition bc they arent. Hanna, and Jeffree are beautiful people to look at
(minus jac in all honestly, gosh that girl is weird looking)

Its this whole social climbing fake bullshit i dont agree with. and for what?? self
fame? I can tell you right now from personaly experience that fame its as glamrous
as you think it would be.

Think of when you have your friend(s) over, or go to the mall with and just
imagine your mom making your sibling hang out with you guys, following
around listening to your convos. You feel like you cant say anything bc they
will tattle tale. Well that, that is fame, fun hum???

But i've seen these sceen queens walk over people and their selfs just to get to this
fame. Doing whatever they can do do get it. Breaking hearts, burning friendships.
Its all so fake, yet some people sit here and admire it.

Im not talking about the countless vain photoshots that they do, bc lets face it we're
all a lil vain. Most of their photos are a good piece of art work, but true artist dont
want recongintion. And to be honest Jeffree Star is good at airbrush makeup.

But as far as idolizing these people, i think it needs to stop. I was on Pereze Hilton
the other day and i saw a picture of Hannah Montana and Jeffree... which is so
funny bc isnt Hanna now dating her brother... and when Hanna got together with
him didnt Jeffree and Hanna make up their differences... its sick reallly

we need REAL PEOPLE, people that will encourage and support your dreams.
tell you never to stop and live life like tomorrow isn't coming.



With all this said, realise its a bash against fake people, no one in direct. and know
that i may not know you but i do love you, and if you ever need an ear you have me
for anything.





iloveyou.
jilian dee

Photos from the show
I have some of the greatest friends...


^^^ Side of the stage during set


^^^ The newly married Amy Lee


^^^ Blah another photo of miss Amy


^^^ And another


^^^ Load up time!


^^^ Taking photos while i should be at work loading up haha


^^^ The venue


^^^ Once again taking photos during load up

^^^ Getting poked fun off on the bus.
^^^ A nights end. 3am. 30 fans waiting out side the buses for an hour. Bitter cold. Little sleep. Great Times.

i draw the crowd oh yes i do
how dare you turn me down
i'll get all dolled up
take me out on in the town
i'll make sure i turn everyone elses head
i promise i'll be your best accessory
all this adds up to the fact that
history always repeats itself
dont speak
dont fill my mind with all the redundant thoughts
who would have ever thought
that respect could be the most beautiful thing
oh yes i'll draw them in
one by one
all identical, all the same
oh it all tastes so sweet
like the lyrical lush i am
arent we all different, genuine, real?
now exuse me while i vomit up your false image
tell me all the lines i love to hear
the ones i know by heart
because i dont think i have figured out who i am just yet
oh yes makeup on, hair done
i'll never look so good.

So this weekend I have the annual honor of working for the Allegan County Fair in Michigan.
Wrap up of this weekend... Ok..... Go!

The first show I worked at was Hinder, Papa Roach (aka P Roach from here out) and Buckcherry. One Buckcherry is good but gimmie a break they have been around sinces the 80's. Please let it go your old and dried up. Now rolling over to P Roach. They werent the headliners which is way lame if you ask me but love them! Performance was amazing and believe it or not they are sober boys and are faithful. Blagh basically in a nutshell love them boys to death and can't wait to hang with them again. On to Hinder, um some of them are creepy. Dont get me wrong their performance was delish but they werent what i was thinking. However two thumbs up to their crew members (syrus ;;) ), yummy drinks, tattoo artist, ac buses and guitar hero.

Day two:
Drake Bell.... let me just say how hunky he is (and his bass player). He was cool and down to earth. Even invited me on the tour... yes! please ;;). Ummmm let me just say.... i love that moms are taking their daughters to these little events... however and i repeat however.... waiting four hours after the show outside the venue to catch a glimspe of Drake no thanks. Take your 45 year old body and 12 year old daughter home. Oh and i got interviewed by wood tv 8, i'll try to youtube it. ps Jordan Pruitt is the cutest thing since sliced bread.

 

k i'm done.

 

Live in Love!
jilian.